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Alright post number two.. Lets hope that I can keep this up, maybe someday, someone will read this and want to write a book about me or something (Like that would ever happen). Anyway to further elaborate on myself, I have two blood related brothers, Mike and Chad, but they are half brothers, they are my dads sons from his first marriage. I love my brothers more than anything, but I know that my mother dose not, and my dad doesn't really care one way or the other. (To put it bluntly my dad is a jackass but more on that later). Both my brothers have kids, my oldest brother mike, Had his first kid a month after I was born, and he broke up with his baby momma, and signed over the rights to his boy years ago when the babys mom got re-married, everyone agreed it was what was best for the child. Mike got married about a year ago, his new wife is my age (he is in his 40s now) but she has a son from another man, named Nathan and they just had a baby boy, named Luke. My other brother chad has 3 kids, the oldest is my niece Autumn, then his boy Blaze, both of these two have the same mother Summer, who my brother was married to for a very long time, but they have never gotten along and have split since. I will always consider summer my sister tho, and I love and care about her very very much. Chad just had a new baby boy this year from his new girlfriend, and his wife summer just had a baby boy with her new boyfriend. This is all just background information on me so you can get an idea of my immediate family. my family is very very important to me, and I would do anything for them. I don't see my brothers much, Chad lives in denver, CO, and mike just moved to the Phoenix area. Chad wants me to move up there with him, and I would love to, but I cant right now, I need to get my life more stable before I start with any of that. The family that I spend most of my time with is my cousins that live here in town. I see them all the time and they are my best friends. I have a lot of friends, but not a lot of close friends, I don't have a lot of free time, so most people end up walking away from me as a friend, but I don't mind because I know my true friends will always be here for me. So, I know this is probably boring but I am kinda enjoying talking about myself for once. So as far as friends go, my absolute BEST friend in the world is Azslyn, and I know best friends change, and I know they do, and I know we will grow apart sometimes and I will have new friends and she will have new friends, and I am sure that one day we will live across the country from each other and we will still talk all the time, she is someone I have known since I was 13 and we have ALWAYS been friends, even if sometimes we spend time with other friends or go a few months before we can catch up with each other.. she is still my best friend! I know that probably sounds like something an ignorant 16 year old says about the girl that she meet three weeks ago, but it is something I have spent time with and I know that we will always be there for each other. anyways at the moment I spend most of my time with my two other best friends, mike, and Kari. I have known Kari for about 6 years or so, and we have been through a lot of crazy shit together, and I know most people wouldn't stay friends through the shit we have been through, but I will write more about that later. I have known Mike about 8 years or so I do believe, and he is the one person who gets me, I never feel way to smart or way too stupid around him, I can talk to him about anything and I never feel judged or just being weird. He is the only person I have ever met who I can just sit and talk with for hours without getting bored or wanting to leave. I tend to be the kinda person who can't stay in one place for too long without needing to do something or go somewhere. I like to do things I feel like there is too much in the world to see and do, that there is no reason to ever be "bored". but there is something about mike that, Makes me feel secure about life and everything, where I feel like I don't need to be everywhere and do everything. He just kinda makes life easier. but more on him later as well. I guess I will let that be enough of my babbling for tonight. I will post again soon, If you have any questions or comments go ahead and ask, thats kinda what this blog thing is for right?