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Alright post number two.. Lets hope that I can keep this up, maybe someday, someone will read this and want to write a book about me or something (Like that would ever happen). Anyway to further elaborate on myself, I have two blood related brothers, Mike and Chad, but they are half brothers, they are my dads sons from his first marriage. I love my brothers more than anything, but I know that my mother dose not, and my dad doesn't really care one way or the other. (To put it bluntly my dad is a jackass but more on that later). Both my brothers have kids, my oldest brother mike, Had his first kid a month after I was born, and he broke up with his baby momma, and signed over the rights to his boy years ago when the babys mom got re-married, everyone agreed it was what was best for the child. Mike got married about a year ago, his new wife is my age (he is in his 40s now) but she has a son from another man, named Nathan and they just had a baby boy, named Luke. My other brother chad has 3 kids, the oldest is my niece Autumn, then his boy Blaze, both of these two have the same mother Summer, who my brother was married to for a very long time, but they have never gotten along and have split since. I will always consider summer my sister tho, and I love and care about her very very much. Chad just had a new baby boy this year from his new girlfriend, and his wife summer just had a baby boy with her new boyfriend. This is all just background information on me so you can get an idea of my immediate family. my family is very very important to me, and I would do anything for them. I don't see my brothers much, Chad lives in denver, CO, and mike just moved to the Phoenix area. Chad wants me to move up there with him, and I would love to, but I cant right now, I need to get my life more stable before I start with any of that. The family that I spend most of my time with is my cousins that live here in town. I see them all the time and they are my best friends. I have a lot of friends, but not a lot of close friends, I don't have a lot of free time, so most people end up walking away from me as a friend, but I don't mind because I know my true friends will always be here for me. So, I know this is probably boring but I am kinda enjoying talking about myself for once. So as far as friends go, my absolute BEST friend in the world is Azslyn, and I know best friends change, and I know they do, and I know we will grow apart sometimes and I will have new friends and she will have new friends, and I am sure that one day we will live across the country from each other and we will still talk all the time, she is someone I have known since I was 13 and we have ALWAYS been friends, even if sometimes we spend time with other friends or go a few months before we can catch up with each other.. she is still my best friend! I know that probably sounds like something an ignorant 16 year old says about the girl that she meet three weeks ago, but it is something I have spent time with and I know that we will always be there for each other. anyways at the moment I spend most of my time with my two other best friends, mike, and Kari. I have known Kari for about 6 years or so, and we have been through a lot of crazy shit together, and I know most people wouldn't stay friends through the shit we have been through, but I will write more about that later. I have known Mike about 8 years or so I do believe, and he is the one person who gets me, I never feel way to smart or way too stupid around him, I can talk to him about anything and I never feel judged or just being weird. He is the only person I have ever met who I can just sit and talk with for hours without getting bored or wanting to leave. I tend to be the kinda person who can't stay in one place for too long without needing to do something or go somewhere. I like to do things I feel like there is too much in the world to see and do, that there is no reason to ever be "bored". but there is something about mike that, Makes me feel secure about life and everything, where I feel like I don't need to be everywhere and do everything. He just kinda makes life easier. but more on him later as well. I guess I will let that be enough of my babbling for tonight. I will post again soon, If you have any questions or comments go ahead and ask, thats kinda what this blog thing is for right?

The First.. of many I hope

Well, I am Ashley Marie, this is not my first attempt at online journaling, but I want to try my hardest to make this one work! I know I am not that intresting, so I know reading this will most likely be limited to people that know me, if they can ever find it, or ever want to read it. Anyways I am not good at this so I am going to start slow I guess. I am 22 years old, turning 23 in Febuary. I work at Papa Johns, I know it sounds lame, but I really like my job for the most part, I get paid every week, and cash every day for tips, and all I really do is sit in my car and drive. I also sell thirty-one products, which is a direct selling company, I sell like purses and handbags and totes and stuff.. I like it cuz I pretty much get paid to throw parties.. ALSO... I sell stuff on ebay.. mostly junk my parents have around the house, so far tho I have made a good deal of money. I am also signing up for collage next week.. I have all the paperwork filled out, and talked to the councler so all I have to do is go apply, and I'm in! I am going to get a degree in graphic design. I love making something out of nothing, I have all these awesome Ideas and stuff, and I am not good at drawing, or painting or making music, but I have always seemed to be good at computer stuff, and Last time I took photoshop in college, I was AMAZING at it, and I havent stopped since then! well except for I havent had a computer for a while, so I havent been able to do anything thats not on my iphone. BUT now that I have a new laptop, I will be able to start working on photos again. One day I would love to be a photographer, I can be really good at it, but I know that it is a difficult market to get into, and I love messing with the photos and creating stuff with them, so I dont mind working in graphics for a while until I can get into some serious photography stuff. I know this prolly sounds very spradic and maybe kinda crazy, but I guess that is kinda how my mind works. I might slowly get better at this, if you think that I could use some improvements in the making of this blog let me know, I know that I dont have the best spelling or grammer and I am working on that. I will write again soon!